Having a secret crush is just like drinking a bottle of hard liquor. You clearly know that it will make you light-headed, lose your cool and suffer. Yet, just like a moth flying into flames, you went for the pain knowingly. "You stop right after having a sip of it, but as for me I'm drunk in love. " However, there's always a day when you finally sober up after being drunk. This is a story about doing everything possible just to continue having a secret crush and learning to love someone.